Interview with a Reptilian

In 2017, my partner – he wants to be called “Declan” here – underwent regression hypnotherapy to explore an earlier life that he led, for the purposes of deep healing and learning.  This is me interviewing him and having the conversation transcribed into text so the content can be shared easily.  His current medical condition causes him to be very tired so it’s challenging for him to concentrate on a long task such as writing. 

Our intentions in sharing this are to bring these truths to light:

Reincarnation is real. We can access and learn from these memories. Also, benevolent Reptilians exist (these beings have a bad rap in parts of the new age community).

Me:

What drew you to past life regression therapy?

Declan:

I sought out past life regression while I was undergoing general counselling to try and root out some, I suppose psychological or psychiatric linked issues to my physical health problems. I’ve experienced limited success with neurofeedback therapy where they worked on my brain with electrical impulses to try and fix some of the physical illnesses I had. But it had plateaued.  I thought, okay, I’ll try regular therapy or counselling, and the counsellor just so happened to provide past life regression.  I thought, okay, since we’re not getting anywhere with the regular counselling side of things in this life, maybe there’s something in the past life. One of my doctors had talked about how research is being done into inter-generational trauma being passed on from parent to child, particularly mother to child. And he was even open to past life stuff. So I thought, okay, let’s give it a try. Let’s explore it. I’ve got a rather open minded scientific mindset.  And I’ve learned if anything through this trying time to combat this illness, that close mindedness will only close doors to potential options. So I sought it out.

Me:

So can you describe how the regression experience was for you and how did you sense the memories that came up?

Declan:

It started off feeling just meditative and a little bit deeper than a daydream. It was like, essentially a guided trance. They call it hypnotherapy, but it’s nothing like what you see on TV where somebody is put under by a Freudian-like doctor with a pendulum. It’s just guided meditation. So I was put into a relaxed state that went deeper and deeper and deeper and I was still aware of where I was. But I I wasn’t as focused on it. I started focusing on this deep guided daydream trance.  After going through an, almost inception like experience of going deeper through these different layers of my mind that were visualized as layers of, or floors of a building, going down flights of stairs, going down an elevator until I was somewhere deep. Then I was guided to open my eyes at one point, like not my physical eyes, but my eyes in my mind and see what I was. And the intention had been set to go to a past life that would provide me with strength and inspiration for addressing the current challenges I was facing.  Holding on to that in mind as I went deeper through this building representing my mind, I eventually opened my eyes after keeping them closed in my mind for a little bit and then that’s when I found myself in the Reptilian body.

Me:

About that life you saw now, can you describe your appearance?

Declan:

When I first opened my eyes and opening into the past life, I looked at my arms and find them purple and scaly.

And I had…I think it was four fingers. I know I definitely had fewer than five fingers. But they were wider than human fingers and had a lot more muscle to them. Even the individual fingers of this being had a lot of muscle on them compared to a human finger.  And I remember just being amazed at how I was this being, this upright walking reptile that had reverse jointed legs.  So he had legs like a chicken. The joints were like that of a chicken or a bird’s leg but they were very thick, heavily muscled legs like legs like tree trunks almost the way they were so strong and with really wide feet that had I think three toes. The upper torso was more lean, but still strong. Arms were about as wide as your average human’s arm.  So a bit lean compared to the legs, but still muscular. And I remarked at how I was wearing clothing that could be identified as familiar by humans like it was a sort of heavy cloth-like clothing that was making up the fatigues of my military uniform. But on top of that was body armour.  I knew in my mind that it was a type of metal; it was an alloy but it had the weight and feeling of thin plastic. In a dark light it would appear black. If you showed it under a light it would have a sort of purple sheen to it with fate hints at other rainbow colors.  And yeah, I remember just knocking on it and feeling like a thin sound as if I was knocking on Tupperware plastic. Yeah, it was incredibly durable, capable of stopping bullets or high energy blasts.  So it allowed me to run around uninhibited.

And then my head was…I had dark eyes and a long, almost beak-like mouth with serrated teeth and a tail that I used to great effect for balancing. Like, it felt natural just having a tail. I knew I needed it for balancing, keeping myself upright. And I could use it. The tail was very muscular and thick. I could use it to knock things over if I wanted to.  It’s not something you wanted to get in the way of, haha.

Me:

What was your name and approximate age?

Declan:

I was 25 years old.  I’m not sure of the name of who I was. Later on, I borrowed the name Snek which is popular in internet memes for snake but I don’t know his actual name because the language was a lot of squelches and clicks.  It would sound a bit like dolphins and a bit of some bird noises perhaps.  But I could not remember the name of who I was.  Names didn’t seem to be all that important in the society or at least I get the impression of that.

Me:

How long was the general life expectancy of Reptilians?  Are you aware of there being different species?

Declan:

To my knowledge, it was just us in terms of reptiles.  We hadn’t thus far encountered other sentient reptiles. The only beings we knew of were a race we called the Damagers who we were at war with for their highly destructive, pillaging nature towards natural ecosystems.  They looked like rhinoceros standing on two legs, kind of like the character, I think his name was Rocksteady in Ninja Turtles…either Rocksteady or Bebop.  Those were two henchmen of Shredder in Ninja Turtles. One of them was an upright rhinoceros and that’s kind of what the Damagers looked like.

Me:

I like that visual.

Declan:

Yeah, they were muscular all over, thick. They could withstand a lot of physical abuse, very brutish creatures.

Me:

So what did you get a sense of in terms of the general life expectancy of your race?

Declan:

About the equivalent of 300 years for humans.  Compared to humans we could live up to 300 easily.

Me:

I’ll get you to describe the life you led, that you saw in your regression.

Declan:

In this one, the being I was – he was a part of the armed forces. He was a commando of sorts. He often operated alone and could be deployed behind enemy lines. Basically to mess things up for them. Like cuz he was fast.  Really good with a gun. And like regular Earth commandos, he would look to throw a wrench into the gears of the enemy war machine where they weren’t expecting it. He did that as a means of supporting the main armed force which deployed spacecraft that would look like stuff out of Star Wars or Starcraft. A lot of fast moving craft with engines that had a sort of blue glow to them armed with particle weapons and laser beams and they also had heavy walkers much like seen in the Star Wars movies, except ours were more squat and low to the ground and had six legs.  I actually remember being deployed on a planet by a drop ship and running down the ramp giving off a noise that when something like “Eeehhhhhrrrr!!!” which translated literally to “Hell yeah!!”

Me:

Hahahaha!  It sounds like he really enjoyed being in this role.

Declan:

Yeah, he loved being outdoors and in nature and I’ve just been deployed on a green lush garden-like planet and I was running down into open plains of grass.

Me:

Do you remember the name of the planet?

Declan:

No, unfortunately.

Me:

Do you know which galaxy you’re in?

Declan:

Not sure of that either. All I can really remember was this planet had a blue sky. It was earth-like.  Nearby me, there were other drop ships deploying heavy walkers. So we were on the beginning of some sort of mission given that the planet was still in a pretty pristine state. I think we were being deployed there for protective means because usually worlds the Damagers had already gone through had turned brown and red because of heavy pollution and unmitigated mining and industrial efforts. They would just use worlds up with no regard for whatever was living there.

Me:

So in this regression, you were taken to basically a battlefield.  Did you see any other scenes?

Declan:

Yep. There was some time at one of the cities I lived in which typically, when building cities, my species, we tried to look for lands that were unoccupied by indigenous life. So we look for wastelands, deserts, stuff that didn’t have a lot of things living there already.  Preferably flat land, like, say, the various salt flats that we have across Earth; that would be an ideal living space for them because it’s wide, it’s open, easy to build on, and there’s nothing really living there. So we would set out a perimeter for the city and only build within the perimeter once it had been established, so the cities tended to look very tall and spire-like, a lot of buildings reaching upwards high to the sky.

Me:

What did the building materials look like?

Declan:

A lot of metals and ceramics.  The buildings tended to have two distinct architecture types; some were organic looking with a lot of smooth surfaces and water droplet shaped windows. Those ones tended to have a sort of yellowish hue to them. The other buildings tended to be more angular with a sort of darker look to them and almost triangular windows. It was like a triangle shape; it had four sides to it, a wide bottom, two sides slanting up and then a narrow top.  So not quite a triangle, I can’t remember the name from geometry class, but it was four sided.

Me:

That’s okay. You can always draw it later. So it seems like the building itself was used to represent its use or its purpose, in the way it was constructed.

Declan:

I’m getting an inclination that the yellowish organic ones were used for dwelling and living and that the more angular ones were scientific and administrative.  That’s my impression.

I know just thinking, like looking at those buildings, he had a slight sense of, I wouldn’t say foreboding, but when in the more angular buildings, he felt more slightly on edge. And then in the more organic curved buildings he felt relaxed.  Inside one of the living buildings – a communal living building – I remember it had a very warm feeling to it. A lot of orange and brown coloring, yellow tiles of roundish shape like they weren’t uniform. They’re uneven with dark, clay-like grout between them. We’ve seen a lot of that in the Mediterranean region. It was kind of like that.

Me:

Did you notice a lot of symbols?

Declan:

No, not really.

Me:

Or certain colors in the tiles with the interior?

Declan:

The tiles on the floor were mostly yellow with bits of brown and some orange. The walls tended to have a sort of there was an orangish lighting and the walls were sort of pale and they looked again, ceramic-like, so it had a very homey, relaxed and imprecise feel to it. That was a communal dining area or food preparation area. I know we had a lot of large cauldron like vats set up where vegetables and meat were being cooked, which is what we ate mostly. They weren’t too big on carbohydrates, but the diet was very big on meat, protein and vegetables.

And that’s where I was leaning against a counter, topless, feeling rather cool because the guy I was had a very sort of, he was friendly, but he had a cocky kind of maverick from Top Gun air to him. And I guess that comes with just being a commando because you’ve got to be very confident in yourself to pull off that kind of a job. And at one point, an amphibian jumped out of one of the pots and my tongue lashed out, I grabbed it and ate it.

Me:

Hah! That’s gotta be my favourite part.  Okay, so let’s talk about why you were at war with the Damagers and why your race felt that they had to go to war.

Declan:

We highly valued natural ecosystems. We saw ourselves as custodians and caretakers. We had a theocratic government. So our government and our faith were One.  Our governors were priests, essentially. And we felt it was a sort of sacred obligation to care for the ecosystem that had given birth to us, given life to us. Much like how Humans would care for their elderly parents and their siblings and their young. We saw it as the same way to care for our ecosystem that was, in some way our family and we furthered that to extend to all ecosystems of other worlds as well. So if a world supported life, we protected it; we maintained its balance.

And the Damagers were like something out of like a high tech version of something out of Mordor from Lord of the Rings; they would just consume, burn, pillage, industrialize without moderation or pollution controls. They could also be compared to House Harkonnen, I suppose from the movie Dune, and we took great offense to how they were rampaging through any life supporting world they found.  Like, we didn’t mind if they came to lifeless planets like if they came across something like Mars or Jupiter’s moons and they started mining it.  We’re like, okay, you’re crude in the way you’re doing it, but that’s fine. There’s no life there. But when they went to life worlds, we’re like, No. 

We tried diplomatic extensions to them, talking to them. That was fruitless and didn’t work and they had no respect for our way. So we declared war. And it was not something we took lightly because we did fear them. They were powerful. They were able to get between solar systems. We’re not quite sure how, but they did. And they had very powerful nuclear weapons, very powerful, ballistic weapons that left a lot of pollution in their wake, whereas we used primarily clean energy weapons and particle weapons. And we had teleportation capabilities that were not quite as exact as Star Trek’s transporter technology; it required focus beams to create vortexes to move ships through. That’s how we got from system to system basically, we opened up vortexes that would create artificial wormholes.  I believe that technology could also be adapted to remove enemies from a specific point in space or on a planet but it was not easy. So it had to be done very carefully.

So long story short, I guess. They were putting up a big fight and I remember seeing my home world from orbit. We were so afraid of them getting to our planet that the entire planet had ships everywhere in orbit.  Seeing it from orbit, there were hundreds of ships orbiting the planet from every angle, to basically be ready so that nothing could penetrate the defensive perimeter and get down to our world. So we have to look after our home world, plus the other worlds that we had within our dominion. And it was a stiff fight. Because they took great offense to our…they saw us as arrogant and dogmatic and took great delight in bringing the fight to us.

Me:

You’ve mentioned it before, but there was obviously a shared agreement in your race to go to war. Can you describe now how your political or leadership structure looked like?

Declan:

It looked like a more benevolent version of the Ori I suppose if I could compare it to Stargate because our government, like I said, being a theocracy was also our clergy, our faith ministers.  The lower levels of the government were responsible for diplomatic outreach and administering faith to, I guess, to the masses when we came to worship them or not worship them, but worship with them, I should say.

The higher levels were highly revered and enigmatic.  They tended to be older and we looked upon them with awe. And I saw them almost as magicians.  We couldn’t fully or at least I couldn’t fully understand how they were capable of doing some of the things they did.  They had so much knowledge that I saw them as almost God- like, not quite, but I was humbled by them. I mean even me being a highly resilient commando who was capable of taking on multiple enemies at once and delighted in sabotaging enemy infrastructure and could do a lot of damage on my own.  I was to say the least, nervous around them, like a child would be around a character like Gandalf.  They were sage-like and beyond truly awe inspiring. That was the higher levels – the members of the ruling council and their various auxiliary bodies that did other things. I could only guess what they did.  I had the belief that they were involved in manipulating space time energy. I didn’t fully understand how they worked, though. I know it was science based because we melded science and faith together. We use science as our means of understanding the universe around us.  But yeah they were a mystery to me.

Me:

You’ve mentioned that there was a theocracy and a faith.  Can you describe the foundations of that faith?

Declan:

Foundation was rooted in the natural world. It was like the hearth that brought us to life. And so we had a deep love for it because we felt that it loved us and nourished us and provided us with what we needed.  That was the foundation – the love of green prolific ecosystems that bear life. 

It was very comforting, very soothing and instilled a great sense of calm, happiness and the higher levels tended to get a bit harder to understand because it involved science and mathematics and understanding or working towards understanding the universe, how it worked, which was seen as a more advanced form of nature.

So basically, the ecosystem the natural world was grounding and where we were rooted, and was what children learned about first, or younglings as I called them. And as you got older if you had the mental capacity for it, or you got into the spiritual governing caste, which usually was for individuals of great intellectual capability, you could learn about the higher levels of the universe. It was like a ladder. It was based in the ground, the dirt, the grass, the plants, and then it went up into the sky and then up into space. That’s how we saw the natural world – giving birth on the surface of planets and going up into the universe where things for me got awe inspiring but also hard to comprehend sometimes.

Me:

So did you have temples where you worshipped?  Did you have altars in your home?

Declan:

We had temples with altars in them. Our homes were…because our society was so communal, we didn’t have a word or concept for friend and family because everybody was friend and family. Everybody was a good friend so we didn’t have to really distinguish that way. Our living spaces, we had individual living spaces which were usually rooms equivalent to like a bachelor suite apartment, like I had my own private place where I slept and I had a few knickknacks that I’ve collected over the years.  But it was simple, like a convent where individual brothers or nuns would have their own room where they had a few of their personal effects, just a few.  That was usually only used for sleeping and they would go to a communal dining area, which is what we did. 

We socialize together, gather around fires together, talk together, cooked together, ate together and watched our version of television together which was like a sort of spherical thing that could project images, which is where I remember one time eating dinner and seeing on our version of the Discovery Channel. 

Thanks to what some of our probes that had reached Earth had found, we were seeing footage of primitive primates that humans evolved from, walking around hunched over, covered in fur, carrying spears. And we could tell they were on a clear path of evolution and that they were going to become someday the dominant species of the planet because they either had fire or were soon to discover it. And they had tools. And we knew we recognized when the species developed tools, there was substantial intelligence to it. So now, there was a big debate among our society of whether or not we should interfere or not.  I mean, that decision would ultimately fall to the spiritual ruling government. But because they listened to society, they didn’t just, well, issue orders and direct us but it was only after carefully listening to us. So there was strong communication up and down the hierarchy. And yeah, we were at the point of where the whole society was just debating, should we go to this world and act as stewards and guides? Guide the species? Or should we let them figure things out on their own? And it’s tough to say, some people say Reptilians are already here. So I don’t know if they decided to come to Earth and perhaps infiltrate it and guide it carefully. But I know back then we were debating whether or not to overtly guide the species, like show up as superior beings and say, hey, we know stuff and we can help you out or if we should just let them be.

Me:

So were you aware that there were other Reptilians that had already been to Earth?

At least it’s widespread this knowledge that they had enslaved humans.

Declan:

I knew of nothing like that. No. The only other species we know of were the Damagers who we are at war with.  Given how vast space is, it’s quite easy to miss other sentient creatures, and sometimes not bump into them until much time has passed.

Me:

Can you describe what kind of shared activities or hobbies that your Reptilians enjoyed?

Well, did you play sports or play games?

Declan:

I didn’t get any memory of sports and games. I mean, there probably was some stuff but I was kept pretty busy in the military caste.  I mean, I’ve got vague memories of children running around playing and they did go to school.  I don’t know what the other civilian castes did in their spare time really.

Me:

Why do you think you were shown this life? And what did you learn about yourself?

Declan:

Well, this guy was very strong and when on his own, self sufficient and he didn’t take nonsense. Like he was not easily intimidated by his enemies. So he was very resilient at fighting against a sometimes overwhelming, brutish, ignorant force which was inspirational for me because as I often say to myself, humanity is infantile. I don’t mean that in a disparaging way, but we have advanced so quickly, technologically, that we have not in our brains’ evolution caught up. I mean, we are still in terms of evolution, mentally designed for the Bronze Age or earlier. But now we have this advanced technology and we don’t know how to responsibly handle it.

We pollute our own world. We disparage against each other because of our tribalistic instincts to separate ourselves from different social groups. And a lot of people don’t recognize that which is very frustrating to me.  They don’t recognize that much of their day to day behavior is just a sophisticated translation of very primitive instincts. And that’s leading us to a lot of trouble, warfare, genocide, environmental pollution, extinction of other species, because we can’t manage this planet properly.  My race, the Reptilians that I came from had evolved properly and we’re very conscious about what they did.  Everything that they did was intentional, because they put thought into what they did. They didn’t run on autopilot like a lot of humans did or do. So I took great inspiration in being cognizant of what they do and being compassionate while at the same time, strong handed when necessary.

They taught me that the best way to live is a balanced, cognizant and an aware way of living.  Because once you know all the proper details about something you can make a proper decision. Like, if you know that other person that you don’t like, is a human being with their own challenges and you understand those challenges and you are aware of them, you’re far less likely to be a jerk to them because it’s my belief that people are only mean to each other because they don’t understand fully what they’re doing to another person and some might argue, oh, they know fully well, and they’re gonna do it just because they’re evil and well, okay, there are a lot of undiagnosed mental illnesses. That’s an awareness problem.

We’re prideful, whereas the Reptilians were not. I mean, they weren’t overly meek and humble either. They were just, I keep coming back to the word “balanced”. I mean, they were run by a theocracy that was like a benevolent form of the Ori mixed with the Jedi – driven to the greater good.  Something that we really need to learn from.  Something we only seem to drive for is the personal good. And even then I have to ask, is it good? Or is it just satisfying some hollow need that we don’t fully understand? So it taught me to love myself and to love nature and to persevere to protect the natural world and to promote balance and understanding wherever possible and true understanding.  I’m not talking about just like left wing people saying, oh, I’ve read some books so I know shit and I’m better than right wing people. Like, no understanding to the point where, like Nancy Pelosi, you can openly say that you’re worried for your enemy and you pray for him. Because a lot of left wing people I know, they still disparage the right wing people rather than saying, I understand that person’s in pain or they don’t understand and I want to help them. There’s still a lot of divisive thinking. The Reptilians taught me to move beyond divisive thinking and focus on strong, protective, compassionate thinking.

Me:

It sounds like they expanded your consciousness.

Declan:

Yeah, you could say that.  They gave me some good ideas.

Me:

Have you received any more information about this race and how they are faring now?

Declan:

A sort of mystic sage I go to sometimes…who has been able to answer some questions about myself personally that I’ve never told anybody – he’s got my trust.  He has told me that they’re faring well.  I don’t know how the Damagers are doing, but I know my race…that they have 12 home worlds now.  So for a planet to qualify as a home world, that has to mean that it’s well populated, and it’s not nearly an outpost, it’s got millions or billions of souls living on it.  So for 12 planets to have that many Reptilians living on it, complete with their industry and their cities means that yeah, they are doing well.  Honestly, I’d like to see them, considering the fact that they’ve got 12 worlds.  They’ve probably got dozens more outposts but I didn’t get any information on that.

Me:

Thank you for sharing your experience so openly and so honestly.

Declan:

You’re welcome.